Showing posts with label knowing me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label knowing me. Show all posts

Sunday, July 10, 2011

small, yet magnified.

Is there a moment that I do not know myself?
Yet, I find you, my soul, there, in silent footsteps
On the outreaches of the dimming twilight;
Her tiny hands, palms out, open, holding the
World, telling me: now, do you know?
The world is smaller than it appears, and
Your spirit is not so big that you cannot see it:
Pressed against the glass window, small yet magnified,
Your soul is encased in this animal body,
And you know it, like you know your own mind.
Do not be afraid now. 

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Well, I'm basically unsatisfied with how I've been writing lately. I like what I wrote above, but it just doesn't say how I feel sometimes. Like I've changed and I don't know what or who or how I am anymore. It's a scary feeling, to feel at a loss. I'd also like to note that I now understand how people write so many things about love/heartbreak because I feel as though when I've gone through that this past year, I wrote like crazy. And some of the poems were ones that I'm most proud of. 

On another thought, I reread Plato's allegory of the cave (or skimmed it at least) and I remember how much of full and wonderful thing it is. I want to write something so eloquently elegant and original that it has staying power. Maybe someday. 
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Sunday, May 1, 2011

here you go (there's more too)

i want you to know about me
but i'm too scared to show you these words
i could hand you this writing and
let it cut through you like swords

i don't know if you like how i write
but i offer my words to you
i hold them out and let you read
all that's left standing there so

here you go (there's more too
where that bit of muse came from)
does it hunger you, starve you, just
feed you full, and make you oh-so-numb?

or perhaps these words lay upon your cheek
like an effervescent marking of truth
a charcoal kiss upon a snow bed sigh
a marked beauty with piles of proof

it lies upon your tongue, biting like lemon
blooms and dances its taste and juice
across your senses like a culinary ballet,
and stays for days like a blackened bruise.

will you take these words and treasure them
like the wizened hairs on the old man's head
a sign of knowing and truth and thoughts,
thoughts that would've been left unsaid.

so here you go (there's more too
where that bit of truth came from)
may you know me better now that you've
taken all I had and left me quietly dumb.